My roomate Sam
Friday, May 06, 2005
Home Sweet home !! SOb Sob !!
Touchdown ...
I'm home le . It's a very mixed feeling. And also the most awkward one especially with my parents. Sigh.
05/05/05
The day i left Australia for good. A date i will always remember. A day i said good bye to many people. It's so sad man, u guys made me teared at te airport. Good thing i left in time before it overflowed. Thank God.
Another reason why i won't forget the day i left Australia. I got upgraded !!!! From Business to First Class !! OMG !! Never ever sat First Class before. I was SO swimming in the space which made me really feel like i was on a king's throne.
Thanks so much for the letters and also cards. Will keep it dear to me ! And not to mention the t-shirt !! You guys are the best la .
Been pouring the whole day. Wanted badly to get my tan but looks like i won't make it. Missing someone so badly le.
Oh !!! I got myself an Ipod Shuffle !! Hook me up !!
Always fight for the things you want and never say 'i give up'
JC
I'm home le . It's a very mixed feeling. And also the most awkward one especially with my parents. Sigh.
05/05/05
The day i left Australia for good. A date i will always remember. A day i said good bye to many people. It's so sad man, u guys made me teared at te airport. Good thing i left in time before it overflowed. Thank God.
Another reason why i won't forget the day i left Australia. I got upgraded !!!! From Business to First Class !! OMG !! Never ever sat First Class before. I was SO swimming in the space which made me really feel like i was on a king's throne.
Thanks so much for the letters and also cards. Will keep it dear to me ! And not to mention the t-shirt !! You guys are the best la .
Been pouring the whole day. Wanted badly to get my tan but looks like i won't make it. Missing someone so badly le.
Oh !!! I got myself an Ipod Shuffle !! Hook me up !!
Always fight for the things you want and never say 'i give up'
JC
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
1 more day !!
1 more day ....
Yesterday, was painful. I became emotionless. Why does the truth hurt so bad. Now i only wish to come back now. To a fresh new start. To a second chance to work things out again. I really really hope things would work out for the better.
Thank you, for your courage to tell me. You would know who you are. I respect and thank you for that.
Finally after more than 36 hours without sleep i got my 'rest' . Woke up feeling so much more alive today. Busy, busy busy.
I got my tan today, goodness it's good !! The tanlines makes me feel hot !!! Haha ...
Working out so much the past few weeks and everything seems well. I'm so prepared to come back now !! Fashion week, back to work and climb back to where i was before.
Hate the laptop, so hard to blog ...
Always fight for what you want and never say ' i give up ' !
JC
Yesterday, was painful. I became emotionless. Why does the truth hurt so bad. Now i only wish to come back now. To a fresh new start. To a second chance to work things out again. I really really hope things would work out for the better.
Thank you, for your courage to tell me. You would know who you are. I respect and thank you for that.
Finally after more than 36 hours without sleep i got my 'rest' . Woke up feeling so much more alive today. Busy, busy busy.
I got my tan today, goodness it's good !! The tanlines makes me feel hot !!! Haha ...
Working out so much the past few weeks and everything seems well. I'm so prepared to come back now !! Fashion week, back to work and climb back to where i was before.
Hate the laptop, so hard to blog ...
Always fight for what you want and never say ' i give up ' !
JC
Monday, May 02, 2005
Kavana - Will you wait for me
My 4th Farewell ...
If you guys ever get the chance. Get the song looping in my blog now. It's ' Will you wait for me ' by Kavana.
I've posted so many photos, it' almost like a photo frenzy ! Today, i had a surprise farewell by the ACCFers. Sigh , took so may photos for memories, but the true memories lies in my heart. Whenever i think of the things that we have done. It just emits a smile on my face and in my heart.
Every farewell which i attend my heart just sinks. It's painful ! Because i know i'm gonna leave and i'm really gonna miss this people. And the 'moments' we had together. Each group of people so individually different. All connected together.
I think the last farewell will be at the airport. I don't know if i can hold back my tears. I wish i can and i want to !! I don't want to cry in fromt of anyone !! 4 days and counting ...
Always fight for what you want and never say ' i give up' !
JC
If you guys ever get the chance. Get the song looping in my blog now. It's ' Will you wait for me ' by Kavana.
I've posted so many photos, it' almost like a photo frenzy ! Today, i had a surprise farewell by the ACCFers. Sigh , took so may photos for memories, but the true memories lies in my heart. Whenever i think of the things that we have done. It just emits a smile on my face and in my heart.
Every farewell which i attend my heart just sinks. It's painful ! Because i know i'm gonna leave and i'm really gonna miss this people. And the 'moments' we had together. Each group of people so individually different. All connected together.
I think the last farewell will be at the airport. I don't know if i can hold back my tears. I wish i can and i want to !! I don't want to cry in fromt of anyone !! 4 days and counting ...
Always fight for what you want and never say ' i give up' !
JC
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Arggghhhh !!!
Goodness me,
I'm so drained and tired. Just finished my second farewell lunch and man i am so damn tired. I had less than 3 hours sleep. Let me see, clubbing in Next Blue till 3 plus in the morning . OMG !! It has been so long since i have been there, the crowd has left tht place and now it's so much more quiet. Not that it matters cause i had my friends and not forgetting !! ALCOHOL !! to heat things up and we had loads and loads of fun ! Happy 21st Jill !!
Shag man, talked for a while and packed a little and ended up in bed by 6.30am. Had to wake up at 10 am for oldz skoolz farewell lunch. I was so stoned !! And it wasn't even a hang over, probably lack of sleep. Today my 'wonder mattress' is going to leave me. Sigh, the 'place' where i spent half my time hibernating on in Australia is being sold away. Guess i'll just have to make it without a bed for now.
OK ! I'm so damn tired now, clubbing tonight again !! Double shag !! How would i even make it through !! So gonna kill my complexion !! Not to mention the 3rd model farewell tomorrow arvo ! Someone spare me some sleeping pills ?? Hahaha... tht's all for now, back to packing and more packing !!
I'm so drained and tired. Just finished my second farewell lunch and man i am so damn tired. I had less than 3 hours sleep. Let me see, clubbing in Next Blue till 3 plus in the morning . OMG !! It has been so long since i have been there, the crowd has left tht place and now it's so much more quiet. Not that it matters cause i had my friends and not forgetting !! ALCOHOL !! to heat things up and we had loads and loads of fun ! Happy 21st Jill !!
Shag man, talked for a while and packed a little and ended up in bed by 6.30am. Had to wake up at 10 am for oldz skoolz farewell lunch. I was so stoned !! And it wasn't even a hang over, probably lack of sleep. Today my 'wonder mattress' is going to leave me. Sigh, the 'place' where i spent half my time hibernating on in Australia is being sold away. Guess i'll just have to make it without a bed for now.
OK ! I'm so damn tired now, clubbing tonight again !! Double shag !! How would i even make it through !! So gonna kill my complexion !! Not to mention the 3rd model farewell tomorrow arvo ! Someone spare me some sleeping pills ?? Hahaha... tht's all for now, back to packing and more packing !!
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
THANK YOU
I'm speechless ...
Stuck emotionless...
I'll just wait...
Wait for you to come back...
This soundtrack belongs to one to the movie shows, Infernal affairs. They play it whenever something sad or touching occurs.
One more week, i'm leaving. Guy's and girls, thanks for being a part of my life. Thanks for your phone calls and smses and to some i'm sorry you had to find out that way. Sorry i didn't make it an effort to tell you guys myself.
Sorry.
I thought i would be so happy leaving Melbourne, cause finally i can go where my heart is somewhere far away from Melbourne. However, as time passes, i realize no matter how much i try, i'll still never forget some of you guys here. People who have left me memories.
Memories that will live in me, deep down, trully .......... Thank you.
I will miss all of you. All of you.
Always fight for the things you want, and never say "i give up"
JC
Stuck emotionless...
I'll just wait...
Wait for you to come back...
This soundtrack belongs to one to the movie shows, Infernal affairs. They play it whenever something sad or touching occurs.
One more week, i'm leaving. Guy's and girls, thanks for being a part of my life. Thanks for your phone calls and smses and to some i'm sorry you had to find out that way. Sorry i didn't make it an effort to tell you guys myself.
Sorry.
I thought i would be so happy leaving Melbourne, cause finally i can go where my heart is somewhere far away from Melbourne. However, as time passes, i realize no matter how much i try, i'll still never forget some of you guys here. People who have left me memories.
Memories that will live in me, deep down, trully .......... Thank you.
I will miss all of you. All of you.
Always fight for the things you want, and never say "i give up"
JC
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Count me down !
Alrighty,
It's officially 2 weeks before my sorry ass lands get's kicked out of Australia and gets checked backed home. Shit... i should have made that sound nicer.
But yes 2 weeks to get packed. Not only my physical baggages, but also my emotional attachments. Leaving a place i would say have never been this joyous and in a way sad. Sigh...... such a mix feeling. For some, i'm glad our paths did crossed but somehow or rather this is the end where for some of them i would have to say good bye forever.
I remember someone telling me this , " You've made such an impact and memory in many people's life ". Sigh, i really don't know how to carry on writting this.....
It's officially 2 weeks before my sorry ass lands get's kicked out of Australia and gets checked backed home. Shit... i should have made that sound nicer.
But yes 2 weeks to get packed. Not only my physical baggages, but also my emotional attachments. Leaving a place i would say have never been this joyous and in a way sad. Sigh...... such a mix feeling. For some, i'm glad our paths did crossed but somehow or rather this is the end where for some of them i would have to say good bye forever.
I remember someone telling me this , " You've made such an impact and memory in many people's life ". Sigh, i really don't know how to carry on writting this.....
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Life now .... Live now ...
Any words to describe now would be :-
- Bored
- Broke
- Busted
I'm stuck at home mostly doing nothing at all daily. It's probably just rotting at home as a daily routine. It's not that i don't wanna occupy myself with something interesting but just that Melbourne's this boring. But i should start packing or arranging my stuffs.Even my favourite pass time shopping's taken off the list. Which leads me back to the 2nd point.
Broke. Oh goodness, nothing can get worst than that. My expenditure has sky rocketed since i got back. Not even been anywhere close to shopping but just due to some reasons my money's all being drained up rather quickly. Wow, stressful le. The past 3 days i've been cooking meals. But i'm so fed up because i don't wanna keep cooking the same stuff. No choice le, if that's what would keep me saving, YES .... I'll do it willingly considering now i have not even a dollar cash to spend. Sigh.
Well, i'm being busted for the recent major decision. Won't wanna blog it out here cause i just can't be bothered but yes. Sad life le. My goodness, things just keep getting more interesting for my situation. Someone spare me a gun will ya ?????
Haha... Kidding nia. But only the gun part. For the rest, reality sinks in.
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