Thursday, September 02, 2004


It's too white to be true... Posted by Hello

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Menu...

It has been quite a while since i disappeared from blog. So to everyone there who visits my blog, sorry for the second of laziness.Partially because i lost a little bit of interest and other things are occupying my time. My current status is extremely tired from a long day. Am gonna keep it short and sweet coz i am really tired.

Here is this most recent dinner menu :-

Entree :-
Trying to co-exist with my uni friends and other friends has proved to be quite a hard task. Starting a fresh with some friends after taking a seriously long break dating back to winter holidays till bout 1 week ago. I realised that i have been quite caught up with my life and work that i have left out some of my friends. I still remember i needed to meet someone for dinner 2 weeks back and i'm still dragging it. This is becoming really bad cause i am losing contact with my friends and church mates. I realised these when this friend of mine which have been consistantly been calling me at the wrong time sent me an sms telling me off !! And for that i really thank her! I need to find time !! I realised that most people either don't want or don't dare to tell me off. However, for people who actually yell at me in return gains my respect eg. Mark.
Many things have happened since the last update. My life for this semester seems to have just taken shape and it's looking pretty relaxing and not as stressful i hope.


Main Course :-
I have just attended a fashion show, my first australian wedding, 21st parties. First, the wedding was indeed awesome but a long and tiring day. Still shocked and dazzled trying to sucumb to the truth that these two people who were part of my normal life tied the knot.
Now, for the fashion show, it was a good presentation and a fun relaxing time. But it's bad coz i ended up at home at 4am and not being able to wake up for church the next day. Both the males and females were pretty good looking. This was the fashion show which i was suppose to train the models but i had to turn down the offer. However, the directors and i have reached an agreement on future modelling prospects. YAY !!!There are pros and cons on attending fashion shows and meeting clients. That is you get to expand your contacts but you lose valuable time and sometimes indirectly forsake things that are also a major part in my life.Enough said cause i am tired.
Attended a party today whereby i sat there all by myself not knowing anyone when i entered the bar and left with a handful of new found friends. Pretty cool and fun time i guess. Haven't had the chance to do this kinda things in a while coz i hardly am able to find time especially with new friends.
Just joined a new modelling agency, i switch agents as though i'm drinking coffee.. don't ask me why. But with this new agency i am required not to work as much and i am able to explore more towards the commercial side rather than just modelling. That means the camera's will be rolling and i'll get to learn how to smile more rather than acting cool infront of the camera for fashion shoots. Conclusion, modelling life is glamourous but sometimes it just absolutely drains my life !!


Dessert:-
2 weeks from now i will be having casting and photoshoots as well. THIS REALLY SUCKS !! Why ?? Maybe because i need to spent the two weeks now trying to look good !! How?? Well, it's by losing 3-4 kg's in 2 weeks by exercising and absolutely trying to be a nutcase at watching your diet. Imagine walking pass an ice cream shop or maybe just BK smelling the aroma of hamburgers and fries filling your tummy but not being able to physically consume it. Trust me !! It's a serious test of motivation.
I went to the gym... it felt good to get back to regime but there's this bit of me which still laze around just wanting to relax and not work myself up. For all you know, i just found out i needed to dye my hair black or shave my head !! Good one !! Just freakin' spent quite a sum coloring my hair and now they want me to spend more colouring it back. Totally unreasonable and ridiculous. But i guess it's job requirements. So probs i should just stop bitching and get working. However, shaving my head is quite interesting, i'll probably look like a monk from China who got stuck in the wrong country !! We'll see how things go....

As for photos... they'll be coming pretty soon. Till then my fellow bitchy partners and scandalous mates. Need sleep
!! ZZZZZzzzzzz