Saturday, April 30, 2005

Arggghhhh !!!

Goodness me,

I'm so drained and tired. Just finished my second farewell lunch and man i am so damn tired. I had less than 3 hours sleep. Let me see, clubbing in Next Blue till 3 plus in the morning . OMG !! It has been so long since i have been there, the crowd has left tht place and now it's so much more quiet. Not that it matters cause i had my friends and not forgetting !! ALCOHOL !! to heat things up and we had loads and loads of fun ! Happy 21st Jill !!


Shag man, talked for a while and packed a little and ended up in bed by 6.30am. Had to wake up at 10 am for oldz skoolz farewell lunch. I was so stoned !! And it wasn't even a hang over, probably lack of sleep. Today my 'wonder mattress' is going to leave me. Sigh, the 'place' where i spent half my time hibernating on in Australia is being sold away. Guess i'll just have to make it without a bed for now.


OK ! I'm so damn tired now, clubbing tonight again !! Double shag !! How would i even make it through !! So gonna kill my complexion !! Not to mention the 3rd model farewell tomorrow arvo ! Someone spare me some sleeping pills ?? Hahaha... tht's all for now, back to packing and more packing !!

Ricky @ Next Blue Posted by Hello

Happy 21st Jill !! Posted by Hello

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

THANK YOU

I'm speechless ...
Stuck emotionless...
I'll just wait...
Wait for you to come back...


This soundtrack belongs to one to the movie shows, Infernal affairs. They play it whenever something sad or touching occurs.

One more week, i'm leaving. Guy's and girls, thanks for being a part of my life. Thanks for your phone calls and smses and to some i'm sorry you had to find out that way. Sorry i didn't make it an effort to tell you guys myself.
Sorry.

I thought i would be so happy leaving Melbourne, cause finally i can go where my heart is somewhere far away from Melbourne. However, as time passes, i realize no matter how much i try, i'll still never forget some of you guys here. People who have left me memories.

Memories that will live in me, deep down, trully .......... Thank you.

I will miss all of you. All of you.




Always fight for the things you want, and never say "i give up"
JC