Thursday, November 04, 2004

Hidden Agenda.

Let's have a sneak preview into my life the past few days and the next few days to come !!!!!

Hmm.... it's just full on and i repeat again full on "hardcore" studyin' !! Now now, i think that does qualify me to be a nerd huh ?! However i always do try my best in desisting all nerdish comments as i do not look like one nor do i talk like one. Maybe i should give it a try one day ! Haha.

Past 3 days being stuck at home turned out to be pretty good actually.

1. I am actually "hardcore studying" or actually trying instead of shopping.
2. I actually eat healthy at home. But i munch loads of craps which in return makes me fat.
3. Lastly, my favourite. I spend less time in front of the mirror. Save hair gel as well !! Haha.


Hmm.... most people would describe me as being metrosexual but i guess i would not defy the fact that i do spend time grooming myself. But i guess i'm just brought up that way to be presentable to everyone. Plus i think most people won't want to see the horrible side of me. hhahaha.

A lot of money been spent on improving my physical image, but i guess when you are not that 'yandao' and have a job to satisfy which requires your best image you eventually succumb to the fact that you are left choiceless. Ha ! That should be good enough to console and also defend myself. Haha.

COUNTDOWN to home : 22 days
COUNTDOWN to exam : Less than 10 days. OMG (what am i doing blogging)
COUNTDOWN to mum's arrival: Speechless ! Neutral effect.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004


JJ and me with lovely Kat in the background. Posted by Hello

Monday, November 01, 2004

2004 Budget

It's 3 am in the morning. Today i absolutely forgot about day light savings. Hence, late for church and for kids church as well. I felt like an hour of my time was just robbed from me and today's just like any other wasted weekend.

Swot vac begins today !! Which means exams are nearing.

Now, for an even frustrating issue. 2004 money or budget. It's just wrong the fact that reviewing my 2004 budget expenditure i realize that i absolutely managed to screw every single bit of it up. I overspent !! Many thanks to the amount of shopping and also expenditure. Omg, phonebills, and even CJ managed to drain quite a sum from me.

Just imagine the amount i need to spend on treats, training pads and many other stuff. It's an accumulation that somehow always go unnoticed.

Even with working this year which did pay fairly alright i still managed to spent it all directly after receiving my paycheck. Just imagine how much shopping i have done !! Even now my room still have unopenned shopping bags lying there for over 2 months with shoes, clothes, 'thongs', and the list goes on. Amazing JC !! What the hell is wrong with you !!!!!

Not to mention the 2 new suits added to the collection !! Omg... the more i actually give thoughts to it the list just keeps pouring on. And the worst of all, my new hair colour and style cost me quite a bomb itself.

Shit shit shit !!! Alright, better get in shape and go back and do some work and earn some money instead of staying home growing fat !! I managed to have a word with a Singaporean male model this week and i was thoroughly shocked that he recognized me from somewhere. When asked how ?? He answered that he had seen me from a website or magazine !!
Omg... scandolous to the max !! From a website ?? It's better not be some "18 onli'z website" so i spent an hour trying to go through every single modelling agency website in singapore, malaysia and australia.

And ............. guess what !!


























I didn't find anything !!!! SHIT !
I guess i will hopefully be able to trace to a suitable answer soon !!

Alright, it's no more modelling work until i actually get back to home. Then at the moment i touch down again in Melbourne next year, it'll be an absolute new start with a new agency in a new building. Cool. Something for me to look forwards to. But hearing bout the few plans that will start next year i think it's gonna be quite another 'hactic' year.

Oh oh, today's halloween !!! yay !! So i took the liberty of buying candy's for the kids in kids church. Wow, this was actually my first time giving out candy's to the kids just like what i use to watch on american TV. But sadly, i wasn't the one receiving which officially means that i am OLDzz !!!!!! Plus, today we played dodgeball for games !! Goodness me i had to mend to so many kids tears ..... I guess it's 'rather' rough for them considering the ball's actually bigger than their head and when actual contact occurs .... It's tears and blood. But then again, it was bloody good fun ! HAHA....

Exams !!!!