Monday, September 20, 2004

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Bitching Session !!!

No. 1
Superbly wonderfully annoyed and frustrated with a couple of people. Feel like killing a few people and burning Melbourne down. I hate it when people just 'dog' me for something else or just break my plans.


No.2
Screw it coz i can't go back home. Why !!!!!!!!!


No.3
What the hell am i gonna do with my life for this 2 weeks of absolute boring holidays ?? Suggestions ?? Probably just gonna work it off....


Consolation
On the bright side, at least me and my friends are planning upcoming programmes and activities. Today is extremely flattering.Well, it's because people are slowly starting to recognize me in the society. Went to a restaurant, and this waiter came up to me and this was how the conversation went :-

"Hey, aren't you the model from the fashion show ?"

After a second of comtemplation ...

"Mmmm... yea i think so."

Proceeded to sit down and have dinner with my friends.

Then after dinner and settling the bill. While i was about to leave, he came up to me again and thanked me and asked me for my name and of course being courteous i told him my name and he also introduced himself. Then funniest bit after that was he gave me a very big handshake and me and my friends after tht just left the restaurant and started laughing. I'm thinking to myself, haha... weird but well at least i am going somewhere with this modelling shit!!!

To be known and to be recognized, is that what i really want ?? Fame and people to know me ?? Well, tht's a question that i am still in the process of introspecting.But i am pretty darn sure it feels good. Coz just last week one of friends told me that someone wanted my autograph. To be very honest, i think i would enjoy it but after a while it would get in the way. To look back and say, " yes, been there and done it" so what ??

Sigh, probably tht's why i have this 2 weeks to really take time off to think bout my life and my goals in life. To refocus, reform,rebuilt, reset, realize.......

And if anyone has a thought or something just go ahead and leave it on the comment box...