Wordpress is killing me!! So i'm reverting back to blogspot !

So my cousin's getting married ! Or rather he's been married in the States for 3 years and now only gonna have the ceremonial dinner. Wait till neck also long alredi lei !!

Oklar at least my family and super extended family's also there so it was a pretty fun la besides the fact i was sick !!

Just a couple of photos. Its a wedding dinner right but haha no pics of the bridge and groom.

LOL

A day too early !

So its 4th of June again !
24 hours' all i have to enjoy staying the age i'm currently in !!
Been a rather shabby year where nothing much really did happen so far. Staying single really doesn't make it any better . Haha

Best bit is i really spent loads of time with my mates from class. And the shit ass outings and funs we had . Haha
Went out with Angie and her gang for yet another round of shoppadalics delight. Everytime i'm out with her its always shopping and shopping and shopping. KNN . Like everything's free.

Argh . I miss those days back in Melbourne. 2 years just flew pass like that. Come to think of it everyone is everywhere now. No one really ever sticks at a place do they ! I guess soon i'll be off to another new episode of adventure but i'm sure everyone will still be there sticking around and chilling out together whenever we can. We'll see we'll see.

Its a quiet life. Simple life . The life i like and i'll get used to enjoying moments of it . Getting a year older means more limits and not being as havotic as i usually am. LOL. Rest assured its unlikely to happen. Haha

So its no more the lifestyle of cranky late nights with overcrowded clubs, parties and socialites. Rather sticking at home spending quality time with my computer. Somehow i wonder how did i manage to survive that days.

Argh. Tons of photos but too lazy to download Picasa. Soon maybe . Perhaps .

Back in Action !!

FINALLY !!
After more than a year's break from blogging i've decided to get back on track and allow people to start scrutinizing my life again.

Or maybe i just need a refuge to sow my thoughts and feelings .
Either way i'm still gonna type . LOL

What's more to come !! PICTURES and more PICTURES !!

Ho Ho Holidays ....

It's pouring cool icy teardrops ...
Echoed with sweet passionate whispers ...
I'm gladly stuck in this love struck adventure ...

Time really does fly during this break !!
Had a great holiday in Thailand ...
Although i was 100 % sick during the trip !!
It was a blast !!

Been a long long time since i worked !!
Not to mention the last time i hit the runway ...
Finally !!!
Feels so good being back on the runway since SFW !

And so NIKE it is ...
Fall 06 collection !!
The thing to look out for is their SHOES !!
AWE AWE AWESOME !!
Not to mention running shorts and singlets...

That's all for now !!
ZZZZzzzzzzz...

PHONE PHONE PHONE !!

It's coming close to half-time ...
The score is 1 - 0 ...
After tomorrow i'm gonna make it 2 - 0 ...
Tht leaves 2 more papers to kill...

Exams exams exams .. Goodness i've never felt better. THis is really so relaxing compared to Chemical Engineering. Looking forward to end this good mysery and take my long awaited sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet break. Which means heaps of sun tanning and loads of doing something very productive called "nothing".

OMG OMG OMG !! I'm so into getting a 2 Megapixels phone now ! I really want one !! Or probably me just wanting to take more photos of EVERYTHING ! Tht definitely includes myself .. HAHA .. Even better, everyone's gonna be back from overseas ! More people to catch up with.

I should cut the crap ! Gonna get some sleep desperately !

ROCKY JC

I'm 6 days and counting ..
Till me hands comes into contact with the exam papers...
Any feeling to describe ??
Feels so damn great !! HAHA ...

Nah... Just that i really hope to do the best i can for exams and it'll be breaktime for me. I still remember 1 year ago i was studying my ass off in Melbourne for my exam. It was also almost one year ago i met the first person and fell in love with. The past is the past but will be a memory remembered for life !

Anyhow, for more interesting topics, thanks for all your concerns and messages, i feel much better and recovered much from my sickness. But the weather is scary, it's so easy to crash with this sort of "happy go lucky rain" weather. Geez..Happy that my parents are finally back from the States. Was so worried over them and the freakin' terrorist thing going on now le.

But they will be leaving again le. My goodness, 2 days to rest from jetlag and flying to Korea. How to cope la seriously. Nevermind, i'm more envious than ever, cause i'm stuck here with exams while they are travelling. Even sadder, they didn't shop for me. ARGGHHH. Nevermind, i'll make the trip to Bangkok and HK myself soon.

HEHE... Record breaking day today, bought 3 perfumes !! But they were so freakin' cheap le!! My goodness... Here's the top 5 fragrances i rate highest on my list :-

1. ROCARBA by Hermes
Super masculine perfume that packs a super punch when it settles !!

2. CITY GLAM by Emporio Armani
Sleek, sheek shit !! Say it with me ..

3. BY by Dolce&Gabbana
My all time favourite ! This super eccentric mysterious fragrance.
All out attention grabber !

4. Ralph Lauren PURPLE LABLE
One hell of a catch if you can get it. Only in selected countries though.

5. Burberry BRIT
Sweet sweet baby !!


By the way, it's said that perfumes can speak someone's character !! Choose wisely therefore ! Another thing le, do visit the sequel to this blog on the side links!!!

CONSPIRACY OF A SCANDALOUS MIND 2 !! ------ >

Dying ?

I swear yesterday was almost like the worst day of my life !
I did end up in the hospital ...
I did not sleep the whole night...
Thinking i was going to leave for good ...
No words could possibly describe the emotions that were pouring through my veins that period.

It almost felt like the closest to death ...
Felt like my time was up ...
Lost all sense of hope and life ...
Felt like my chest was being constricted by a big anaconda ..
Struggling to breathe in every breath ...

I was so disorientated i didn't know what i was doing the whole night. I remember going down to the park downstairs and walking aimlessly for at least 30 minutes at 4am in the morning.Thank goodness now i'm feeling much better alive and still kicking hard. I had never felt anything like this before, although i am still feeling it now, but it was never as bad as what i felt during that whole night. I realized i was really afraid of death and i was not ready to part with so many people and things i treasured in life.

If there is anything i learned from this experience, it's really to treasure my life given to me. Life's just such a 'fragile' word that breaks any time. So live it wisely and joyously. And don't sin so much too. Haha... In the end i ended up in Mt . E early in the morning. I really need to loosen up and start relaxing more. The doctor was all ready to give me as many MC's as i needed but i realized i do not have any classes at work for the entire 2 weeks. So sadly, no MC's.

On the good note, since officially being back on the working track again the pace had picked up and favourbly to my advantage. Yesterday i got another 2 phone calls regarding 2 new castings. Which bring the total to 4 castings in 3 weeks. Pretty good for now i guess. Hoping to get more secured shoots rather than castings though. Things would definitely pick up gradually i hope. I should go back to rest now although i should be back in school.

Treasure life, as life's a treasure bestowed upon you !

Catch me if u can !?

Finally all assignments are done ...
Sigh of relief ...
For the moment that is ...
Until all hell breaks lose ..
When the killer exam comes ...

Kinda glad the assignments are over and tht's one less thing on my mind. Least now i'm just able to sit down and relax for 2 days before i bust my ass again on freakin' exam preparations . However, i did have a 'sinful trip' yesterday in town. I went for a little 'stress release' on my own and i'm rather 'satisfied' after that. Whatever your thinking it's just shopping ok.

Manage to buy singlets and shirts to add on to already a rather big collection. Sigh. Why am i always buying and buying but not wearing them so often le. Mummy and daddy left for States yesterday, will miss them and actually i'm kinda worried for them because of all the terrorist shit occuring le. So much for world peace !!!

But i did got an sms this morning ( finally ) telling me that they have arrived safely but one of their employees got held back for an hour for questioning le. Another sigh of relief !Anyhow, i'll be praying for their safety on this business trip. Everything will be fine !!

I've really got a few movies that i really wanna catch when it opens :-

1. Transporter 2 ( HOT HOT HOT )
2. Doom ( The Rock's rocks )
3. Harry Potter ( Self-explainatory)
4. Legend of Zorro ( Probably just continuation from childhood memories)


Hot upcoming news :-

I'll be getting married ... AS IF !!
HAHA .. nola .
Singapore Fashion week's coming up this month !!
Get out the that long kept sexy suit or drop-dead-gorgeuos dress and strut it with me !! Hehe ...
Till then.

Assigned Assignments ...

Kinda joyous today ...
Why ??
Finally most assignments also 7788 already ...
That's less one worry on the back of my mind ...

Felt so good today ...
No more long draining group meetings ...
Just the sweet sound of my textbooks calling me ...
Shit... Exam's just really round the corner ...
2 weeks should i time myself...

Felt satisfied today cause i cleaned the house ...
Kinda anyway ...
I get this satisfaction when i see all the dirt being removed ...
Feels damn good ... I'm insane anyway ...

Somehow or rather i'm feeling lifeless ...
Been so long since i just went out and have fun ...
Quite a while back since i last breathed in a puff of ...
Some human's smoke in the club ...
Kinda happy in a way though without partying ...
But i don't know why le ...
Probably that's the life you get ...
With all the goddamn assignments !!

Hopefully as time passes ...
Things will be back the same ...
Smiles and laughter will continue filling the house ...
And also my simple plain life .

(Intro or retro) spective??

WARNING, DEEP THOUGHTS AND WORDS BELOW. PROCEED ONLY WHEN READY.

Take your time to really slowly read it.

If you had to choose ...


Would you wanna be right or wrong ??
Most people would choose to be right...
I choose to be wrong sometimes...
That's where i am able to LEARN


Would you rather be loved or love ??
Most people would choose to be loved ...
I choose to love ...
Because i have CONTROL over loving someone


Would you rather be happy or sad ??
I hardly ever think anyone would choose to be sad ...
I will ...
Cause this is when i really THINK bout life ...
And learn to appreciate and be HAPPY !



21 years of my life passed. Yea, i'm really tht old already.
Yet how many times have i stopped the ' World'
To think about the 50 more years ahead ...
What do i wish ?
What do i dream of ?
What's the meaning of me being alive?
What do i wanna achieve ?
But most of all ...
Who am i in this population of 6 billion people on earth ??


I'm still taking time to find myself. I'll be lucky if i can do that before age 30,many people even at age 50 are still stuck finding themselves.

THINK THINK THINK !!
That's the only way you'll discover, people who never think will never achieve anything great.
How do u think Thomas Edison invented to many things.
I'm pretty sure when he was 'shitting' he's probably thinking more than us .
Haha...
Confucius, great thinker !!
Physics, if you never think and understand it , you'll never get it !
Be a great thinker !! And think positive !!


If you really wanna achieve great things in life ...
It really all starts with taking time to think !
Think bout what you want in life !
What to achieve in the next year or few years !!

When you finally figure out what you want in the next year or next few years you've found your GOAL. With this goal in your mind you'll find your FOCUS. By having this focus on the goal you'll never go astray. When you have your goals and focus, you'll find your MOTIVATION to drive you to achieve your goal.

I see so many people out there without a goal, without a goal there's no focus in life. Without focus it'll be extremely easy to get distracted and hence no aim in life and never achieving anything. That is why it's really so important to have a goal.


I remember when i told myself i wanted to be a model at the age of 17, i was 78 kg. Which is of cause fatter than your average kids la. I had that goal in mind to be a model, that drove me to lose 16 kg's in 3 months.
And for the next 3 years i worked hard to built up a good built even up to today still working so hard at the gym and watching my diet. Finally i'm happy to be where i am and achieving the goal i set for myself.

What's next ?? Or should i say what's my next goal ??
Probably getting married ... HAHAHA


Ok. After reading please do take time to THINK bout what i said . Even though it might sounds like rubbish still do THINK !!

*The word 'THINK' was mentioned 16 times ... Wow *

sigh

Another sigh entry...

Today i feel so devastated le...
Didn't feel like talking at all ...
I'm suddenly sucked into another phobia ...
Fear of arguments again...

I'm so afraid to even talk again le. I feel so much happier being all by myself and not saying anything. Don't wanna be hurt anymore le. I feel like i'm the cause of troubles. Suddenly i feel so distant and weird being at home. I'm so worried also that my friend would be angry with me cause i did not stood by him.

Feel so trapped in a dilemma. All i can do is stay silent. I feel like shit le. WEnt out wondering aimlessly in the shopping mall just to escape. Have i really developed a phobia ? I really hate arguments ... Also hate being trapped in between 2 parties ending up feeling so so bad. I just so hope this phase would pass by quickly. Please don't argue with me anymore ya. I'll really break down soon.

I just want to be happy again. Sigh ...

How high is high ?

Finally after trying to attempt my assignment i have my personal time to blog again at 2am in the morning.

The weekend was rather hectic. It was town day by day. It's routine life during the week VS the high context life during the weekend.Well, how we wanna live our life is really up to us to decide. It's just how WELL you can live it i guess.

Spent the whole saturday with my family. Mummy and Kor Kor both got new phones. I was offered by my mum any phone i wanted to get. But there was a stipulation, she would be taking my Nokia 6020. I was reluctant le. Held back for some reasons and so i didn't get a new phone. Guess sometimes money can't never buy and replace the value certain things.

Was really good we had such a good lunch together. I ate so so so much. Guess it defeats my whole week of work out. I'm really so looking forward to working. Even though it's not even coming to a month of my 2 months working break, i really need to fill up the time sometimes and as well my pocket. Hehe ...

I wanted to buy this A/X belt that i really like so much which cost just a little over 100 bucks. Went to the atm and realized i only had 98 dollars left. Kor wanted to pay for me first but in the end i thought ' Do i really need it ? Sigh, save the money le.. ' Didn't get it le. Still, have to pay up so much stuff's. Trying to keep up the good effort of not asking money from my parents. So i guess it's time to continue working.

But if i do start working and things get busy.. Will i be able to spent time with peoples who mean a lot to me. Time's passing so quickly. It's either you keep up or fall short.

Worn

Tired perhaps ...
Physically or mentally ??

Living a routine life...
How routine is routine le ??

I'm quite shagged from working out. Wanna work soon so i can earn some money.
Feels so lifeless when you can't even do the things u wanna do.
Have fun ... Eat anything and everything...

Sigh. Been such a long time since i even ate the carrot cake in clementi. Everytime i rush there to buy it's closed. Sigh ...

Shag shag shag

If i had ...

Been a while since i last blogged...
Many things happened during this period...

Should i say new life ??
Or perhaps just the same life in a different environment...
Interaction with new diff. people ...

Finally settling down back to my routine ...
Starting to enjoy studying life again ...
Things are so different compared to last time ...
Lifestyle , people , environment ...

Maybe with these changes in lifestyle and environment...
I would also change ...
Hopefully for the better ...

Well, least now not so much of wandering around in town spending money. Got a gym membership. Gonna put in more effort into working out and living a healthy lifestyle i guess. No more super late nights partying. Will sure miss it though. haha...

Hmm.. things get boring though. On a 2 months working break. No jobs, no income. Plenty of free time to spend by myself. Sometimes it's still hard to sleep at night. Adapting to this new environment.

So much time back on my hands i can really spent more time blogging away. I know that it's been quite a while. Hehe...

Gonna live my life to the fullest !

Homme Designato !!

Feeling old ??
Feeling bored in your house ??
Feeling like hating your neighbours ??
Toilet not working well ??

Great !! Let's move out !! Hahaha ...

Ignore my bullshit anyway . Anyhow, i just got my hands on these new photos from daddy. I had a foot in designing this new house with them. Finally, i get to move to a new place !! Yay !! The feeling of a new home !

But it's rather too big le . 3 and 1/2 storeys with 14 rooms i think. Only me, kor kor, daddy and mummy though, no one to fill the space le. Well, least my dogs got a lot of space to move about. Haha ... just this excitement i guess for our family. Something new to look forward to ...

I shall work harder, maybe got free time go help lay bricks and cement too ...
Hehe...

Oh yea, i'm also created 2 new blogs ...
Let me know if you want the links ...

New House 3 

New house 2 

New House 1